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My sister moved out this week :( I was all happy and excited when we were moving her but now it kinda sucks there is no one to talk to at home now. I cant really go to her for advice and wake her up and 1AM anymore, It kinda sank in yday that I have no one close to me that I can go to and talk about my Grandma...Beth left today I ate dinner with her and my Aunt and Uncle yday, Her and my sister were always there for one another bc we live so close and are so close in age. I dont know I am kinda depressed with this whole everyone is leaving me thing...haha..oh well I get to go to Chicago anytime I want now to vist my sister...her apartment is sooooooooo nice I love it, its in a really nice neighborhood too! I might go up there today bc shes having a party sweeeeeeeeeee....alright i gotta get back to work....School starts Monday Yikes big bad seniors now...wahoo...who woulda thought it would go this fast :(
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[03 Aug 2002|09:31am] |
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I Babysat my Cousins Alieen and Abigal last night who are 5 and 3. It was kinda sad bc they started to ask about my grandma, I just told them she was sick. They started telling me how she has strokes and they cant see her as much as they use to bc shes so sick she doesnt look like herself. Abby said she misses her and how they always use to walk to her house. I wish they could see her but i dont think they are old enough to understand, they wouldnt even reconize her. The rest of the night was good. We watched Willy Wonka. GrEaT MoViE. lol I really missed Steve last night i dont even know why...couldnt tell you, just did Only 2 more days, not that bad! My sister is going to chicago tonite which means i am stuck at home again, which im not that sad about bc i dont feel good at all i kinda want to go to the doctor bc im getting really bad chest pains again, which is probably only my Acid Refelx...but i should fricking get it everytime i eat right? Danno if you are readin this we should get together next week you me sears kimmi, colleen and Mary !!! i miss you guys so much!!! Or sears and Kimmi if you read this WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING NEXT WEEEK!!!! ok i better get back to work..sorry this was SO boring..well thats my life
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[31 Jul 2002|10:18am] |
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Heyoo. I was thinking yday i cant wait for school to start. I miss seeing all the people there. :( The whole Homework learning thing i could skip tho. Went to the JACKHAMMERS game last nite with Steve, Colls, Jeff and Frank. Fun Fun Fun
Im glad Colleen had fun too!!! I cant wait untill Jimmy Eat World ...YYEEAAHHHHHH...lol i really have nothing to say
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Im HOME!!!10 days is really to long to be gone I missed my Familiy a lot. I want to know what has been happening around here. lol Im going to bed i guess i will talk to you all later
Love
Kat
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[07 Jul 2002|12:00pm] |
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Yday i did the hardest thing i ever did in my whole life. I said goodbye to my grandma. Im not ready for her to die and its so overwhelming at the same time. I cant handel it i can barely sleep ne more. I just want it to end so i can accecpt it. Its to hard to do when shes alive and shes just lying there ...whatever. U realize a lot of things about yourself and about how many people really care for you and people who dont but say they do, whatever i just ...i dont eveb know
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[28 Jun 2002|08:22pm] |
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When it rains it pours!
God who woulda thought that someone would get mad at me for going out with me...GROW UP thats all i have to say.
So mike comes over my house yday in the 2 AM and leaves EVERYTHING i have ever given him (incl my harry potter bag) ...i thought it was the funniest thing in the whole world bc it was RIDICULOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!My mom wants a restraining order...shes "worried about me now" MY GOD. IM SUCH A FREAK. so whatever he doesnt want to talk to me ne more bc im going out w Steve ...OKAY EVERYONE KNOW THAT NOW....DO I HAVE PERMISSION FROM ALL OF YOU.
OK if ne one else hates me please add ur name to the list ..
MY LIFE IS CRAP
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[24 Jun 2002|08:40pm] |
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My Life Is CRAP
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[22 Jun 2002|12:06pm] |
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Today was a pretty decent day! Woke up at the butt crack of Dawn with colls ...so she could take me home bc she had to work. Then got ready and went to pick Mary up for the Mall. We ended up going to Starbucks and the cleaners too..haha. Then Mare and I went to Mikes graduation party for a lil bit which was kinda sad...im gonna miss that kid so much. His 2 friends had just died in a Motorcycle accident and we kinda had a good convo about things and it was nice. After that i dropped Mary off and I went to go pick up Colleen. My dad got skybox tickets to the Joliet JackHammers game. My Uncle Terry Aunt Patty, Alieen, Abby, Uncle Bob, AUnt Kathy, Joey, Lisa, Beth, Mr and Mrs Hafey, and Lisa came It was sooooooo nice!!!!!!!!! I have never had so much fun in my life!!!!!!! It was the funnest baseball game i have ever went to. I think my cousin Joey is gonna play in that league too which will be awesome to go see him play!!!! Seriously after every inning they had some cool Act or game on the field and the whole crowd was in to it!! yeaaaa. Today was my Grandma Tierneys 67th Bday......shes still in the Hostipal...not getting ne better tho....she did well yday..but back to the same today. She wants to come home but she needs to gain weight. My Aunt Kathy just said there are a lot of things wrong with her....just a lot of problems. I know everyone says everyone dies and Blah Blah Blah....but this sucks...my poor grams ...and gramps....omg...he hasnt been sleeping i dont know everyone is just really stressed. Well enough from me...im heading to bed. I wanted to see if Steve would come on but im to tired!!! lol oh well!!!! love Kat
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[12 Jun 2002|03:26am] |
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I had the best night probably of the whole summer yday. Swear to God. :) I went out with Steve, Frank and Colls. It was so cute! Even tho i got blisters all over my foot but oh well it was soo worth it. I cant wait to see Steve again hes so cute and so funny. And frank doesnt hate me which is cool haha right colls...not like he hated me before but yeah...haha..im a weirdo!! I cant go to Marys bday on Friday bc of canal days and i feel like a really bad friend and i dont know its not like i can help it :( oh well i'll get over it! Im at work ...maybe i should start to work now. haha
Love
Kat
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[11 Jun 2002|01:17am] |
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Hola!!! I havent written in this thing FOREVER!!! Tonight I think i am going out with Frank, colls and steve...which should be fun ...If they EVER call EVER. Oh well if they dont colls and I will have fun!!! So yday i went rollerbladeing with Lou Mary and Miguel...yeah fell on my ASS ....i cant sit down and my mom keeps makeing fun of me. Not cool dont ever bruise your tailbone it kills. I think later on this week Chags is gonna come over and play catch with me which is what i wanted to to all frickn week but hes always so Damn busy. oh well ....well i am heading over colls to go rollerbladeing with her ttyl
Miss you guys
love
KAT
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[04 Jun 2002|12:28pm] |
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1 MORE DAY OF SCHOOL YAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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[11 May 2002|04:13am] |
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"and I dont need you to be by my side
telling me everything is alright"
I have to go to work in a half an hour which SUCKS I worked everyday this week and i JUST wanted to sleep in today but i guess not. I watched a GREAT MOVIE last night "For the love of the game" omg it was so cute. Basball love story!!!!!!! it was kinda sad tho. I think im gonna go see SPIDERNMAN with Mary and Danno tonite!!!!! yay yaya!!!! haha it looks pretty cool!!
Louis didnt come over last nite bc i was in a mood and didnt want to talk to anyone again. I'll be better after today...I still feel bad tho...accually i feel like complete shit (still mary :( Ok well off to work......sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahah im gonna work on my research papaer there!!!!!!!! ya yaya!!
LOVE
ME
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[30 Mar 2002|07:01am] |
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Wut up people?!?!?! Nuttin much here. So this is the 1st time I've been home in 3 days....wahoo. LOL Ive been at Marys my whole life. yeeeeaaah. Her parents bought a MUSTANGE....we've been pimpin it out in the car this week. You get a lot more attention in it. Michael left yday :*( Lou isleaveing on Monday :*(** Seriously i am sooooo sad.........i am gonna miss them sooo much there my boys....Lou is brinning me and mary back neaklaces bc he loves us sooo much. WAHHOOOO DANNO ....IM GONNA PUSH U DOWN THE STARIS....oh yeah by the way do u need a napkin?????? omg we are such losers GET DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[17 Mar 2002|09:54pm] |
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wut up ...i just wanted to say HELLO...TODAY WAS AN AWESOME DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[14 Mar 2002|02:11pm] |
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you cant always trust the people you think you can
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[09 Mar 2002|06:14pm] |
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I've decided tonight that all men suck.....yes all of u suck...i used to think SOME of you sucked...but now its a prove fact that ALL of you do.
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i havent written a real journal in a while....and im kinda bored right now so ...what the hell....Human Phys isnt the same without Dannno....im not my usual hyper self in that class ne more...which sucks bc that is the highlight of my day....COME HOME DANNO!!!!!!! I seriously miss him so much!!! I get to house-sit this weekend again...yeahhhhhh...haha. i love it!!! its a vacation from my family!!!!! hmmmmmm what else is going on with me.....hmmmmmmm...lol yeah thats pretty much it....haha well this was pointless!!!
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[11 Feb 2002|11:20am] |
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"Save Yourself"
Turn out the light
Just say goodnite to yourself
May I remind you when you find you are all alone
Is when you, you?ve got to be strong
That?s when they call you in the nite
He?s got your picture in his mind
He?s got your number on a paper at his disposal, anytime
Is it really true?
Could you save yourself for someone who could love you for you?
So many times we just give it away to someone who,
To someone who you met in a bar, the back of a car
And for a moment you felt important but not in your heart
Because my self esteem, it?s been low
Go ahead and count, it?s been lower than low
I know the feeling of it stealing
Life out from under me
Cause I want to learn
How you save yourself for someone who could love you for you?
Cause So many times we just give it away to someone who can?t even remember your name
Could you save yourself for someone who loves you for you?
And loves me for me.
We give it away to someone who, someone who will cherish your name.
Cause I wanna learn if you save yourself for someone who loves you for you
And loves me for me
And give it away to someone who, someone who will cherish your name
Will cherish your name
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